Seeking for The Truth

long I travelled

      not to enjoy,

      neither to find mate.

just seeking for the truth,

      searching for calmness

            and see the God' creatures,

the beauty of nature created by God..

You can't have it,

   but you can feel it.

and when you feel it,

      the calmness,

            the awareness,

will come by itself.

in sha Allah,

He will show you His path

      not too late and not too fast,

            just at the accurate time ..

Tiada yang lebih . .

Salam’alaik . .

·                             Tiada yang lebih menggembirakan saya selain menggembirakan hati kedua ibu bapa saya . . dan tiada yang lebih mengecewakan saya selain mengecewakan hati kedua- dua ibu bapa saya . . 

"               May Allah swt always bless both of you, guide you n protect you, wherever you are and whatever you do . . sincerely, i'm lucky for having both of you as my parent . . Alhamdulillah, syukran ya Allah . . n_n"

*Minta maaf ya tak dapat jadi anak yang sempurna 

sebab saya nak jadi anak yang solehah . . 

Boleh kan?

n_n'  

. . menyendiri . .

Salam'alaik . .

          dan kadangkala menyendiri itu lebih baik daripada terpaksa bercakap dan mendengar perkara-perkara yang tak baik . . Bukankah dengan cara ini juga dapat membuatkan hati kita rasa tenang dan tenteram? Seronok bila berjalan seorang diri dapat mengingatkan kita dengan sang Pencipta alam semesta, dapat melihat keindahan alam-Nya dan paling bersyukur sangat bila masih lagi diberi peluang untuk hidup bersama keluarga dan sahabat tersayang . .

            Subhanallah walhamdulillah wa laa ila ha illallah Allahu akbar . .

Trust Him . .

Kehidupan . .

Assalamu'alaikum . . Alhamdulillah masih diberi lagi nafas yang baru . . 

Video yang dekat atas nih?

Haha, inilah hasil video klip rekaan yang pertama . .

Kehidupan tajuknya . .

Minta maaf na andai ayat-ayatnya ada yang tunggang- langgang ke . .

Just wanna share my first trial . .

heee . .

Hope you like it . .

n_n

Hidup. .

Assalamu'alaikum . .

         "Hidup adalah perjuangan yang tak akan pernah berakhir. Semakin jauh kaki melangkah , semakin banyak dugaan menghimpit. Semoga hati sentiasa tabah menghadapi dugaan dalam mencari Redha ILAHI..."

                                                                                                            -MNM-

           

. . Itu Lebih Baik . .

Salam'alaik . .
         Ana setuju dengan statement seseorang ni :

"   You don’t have to be perfect. You don’t have to have unusual knowledge. and you don’t have to be super pious. You only need to be decent. Be sincere. Be real. Be straight up. Don’t be a fake. Don’t be like you think you try to act pious on the outside but you know what really happens in the inside. Be the best Muslim as you can be, that what was Prophet SAW said. Do as much as you can. "

J    Cuma jadi diri sendiri je, itu lebih baik . . betul tak ? n_n

Cintaku Cuma Satu . .

Cintaku cuma satu . .

dan cinta itulah 

cintaku dulu, kini dan selamanya . .

To You MM . .

Assalamu'alaikum . .

            I don't want to talk to much , just this deeply heart wanna say ,

                          "Thank you so much MM for everything . . "

The Hidden Feeling of Mine

There’s nothing much, just want to share about the hidden feeling of mine . .I ain’t a person who loves to talk too much but  I’m a kind of a person who don’t know how to describe this feeling actually. .  It just feel free to write something in a not-very-powerful words . . Those people who do know me very well are the only one who can understand my everything . .

I really love to hear the impressions of a friend's heart than talking things that are not giving any beneficial at all . . I too learn this life from others’ experiences . . Perhaps this reasons  make me  not having many friends . . But nevermind , innallaha ma’ana . .

            I'm sorry in case of breaking someone’s heart or any hurt feelings. .  Frankly I say , I do not like to tell you something that is not true. . But who cares right ? As long as I stand in the right path , it won’t be anyone’s burden . I do what I must . . I say from what I see . . is that a mistake?

Let what other people talks about me, but being myself  is just suit to me and my  life . . I'm so grateful and i'm happy with what i have . . So, thank  you , my Lord . . You are the only One who can understand me . . InsyaAllah , selagi ana masih bernafas , ana takkan sia-siakan hidup ini . . Ana cuba , tapi ana tak boleh nak janji , I do make a mistake , and I try to learn from it . . So , wish me luck okay . .

Assalamu’alaikum . .

^_^

Makbulkanlah Doaku ya Allah . .

Bergetar tanganku saatku mengangkat telunjukku , menyebut kalimah-Mu ,

Aku takut . .

Apakah ajal sudah menghampiriku ?

Sungguh masih tak cukup lagi amalanku

nak disampaikan kepada-Mu . .

Andai memang takdirku untuk bertemu dengan-Mu ,

Biarlah Kau ampuni segala kekuranganku ,

            Segala dosa-dosaku . .

Tak ada siapapun yang sanggup berada di sisiku selain-Mu , ya Allah . .

Makbulkanlah semua doaku ,

Hanya itu yang aku pinta . .

I wish . .

I am nobody without You ,

Being clueless is just suit to me ,

I do not have anything else but You,

May You not go far from me . .

I wish to hear just once from You . .

‘I have already answered your prayer. .’

n_n

insyaAllah, i Won't Let You Down . .

Assalamu'alaikum . .

Nothing to say , just ..

Rindu nak dengar suara tu lagi . . walaupun berborak xlama , n feels like wanna cry on that time, hati rasa gembira kot . . Ayah , umi, walaupun kita tak rapat n berjauhan atas sebab pemisahan jarak antara kita semua , tapi biarlah doa umi dan ayah jadi pengikat dan penguat semangat untuk saya nak teruskan hidup ni . . Truly I say, I’m having no enough strong to faced some kind of situations . It sometimes makes me feel down and almost give up of everything . . Tapi dalam masa tu jugak saya sedar, Allah sentiasa ada bersama hamba-Nya . .  Saya kuatkan azam saya, kukuhkan semangat saya , insyaAllah, I won’t let both of you down just because of me , my result and my everything . I’ll try my best to become your pious daughter ok. . I really miss  you guys . .