Is
it wrong if I wanna be like them all ? ?
You
just treat them well than me . . Everytime I try
to give some slow talk , is not actually
I wanna burdening you , forcing you , be angry with you ..
I just want you to be a good guy , a boy who knows to respect the elderly . .
Be
a pious boy in everywhere you are with having a good deeds . . so everybody
will like you just the way you are . .
Insya – Allah . .
I cry not because you never hit me before . . Not because you are angry with me lately . .
I’m crying because I was really upset with you . .
I try to be a good sister and also a good example to them
and my next generation . . so that they will
soon try to learn it
and
maybe
they will try to follow it . .
But apparently this will not work . .
only He knows what I feel . .
Thanks
so much , ya ALLAH . .