. . . CumA AyAt . . .

Puas aq cuba pretend myself to be the happiest person in this life , but it doesn't work . . I try and I try , but I can't . . Although the pain and the sadness in my heart is still the same , I just can do nothing . . . nothing . . . and nothing . . . .
            May ALLAH SWT could give me ketenangan yang dicari - cari selama ini . .